"The
first glimpse of God is a deep darkness. This darkness is the unknown
that inhabits you, and this encounter with God is a portal to this same
unknown part of you. What is unknown makes you fragile and vulnerable. A
profound meeting between a more superficial center and a much deeper
center of consciousness acts as a mirror that reflects the reality of
who you are on all levels. So if you are not mature enough for this
encounter with yourself, then you tend to run away from it."
Sri Prem Baba