Shine the warm light of awareness on your thoughts and feelings, says Thich Nhat Hanh.
Observe the changes that take place in your mind under the light of
awareness. Even your breathing has changed and become “not-two” (I don’t
want to say “one”) with your observing self. This is true of all your
thoughts, feelings and habits, which, together with their effects, are
suddenly transformed.
From time to time you may become restless, and the restlessness will
not go away. At such times, just sit quietly, follow your breathing,
smile a half-smile, and shine your awareness on the restlessness. Don’t
judge it or try to destroy it, because this restlessness is you
yourself. It is born, has some period of existence, and fades away,
quite naturally. Don’t be in too big a hurry to find its source. Don’t
try too hard to make it disappear. Just illuminate it. You will see that
little by little it will change, merge, become connected with you, the
observer. Any psychological state that you subject to this illumination
will eventually soften and acquire the same nature as the observing
mind.
Throughout your meditation, keep the sun of your awareness shining.
Like the physical sun, which lights every leaf and every blade of grass,
our awareness lights our every thought and feeling, allowing us to
recognize them, be aware of their birth, duration, and dissolution,
without judging or evaluating, welcoming or banishing them.
It is important that you do not consider awareness to be your “ally,”
called on to suppress the “enemies” that are your unruly thoughts. Do
not turn your mind into a battlefield. Opposition between good and bad
is often compared to light and dark, but if we look at it in a different
way, we will see that when light shines, darkness does not disappear.
It doesn’t leave; it merges with the light. It becomes the light.
To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem. To meditate means
to observe. Your smile proves it. It proves that you are being gentle
with yourself, that the sun of awareness is shining in you, that you
have control of your situation. You are yourself, and you have acquired
some peace. It is this peace that makes a child love to be near you.
Adapted from “The Sun, My Heart: Reflections on Mindfulness, Concentration and Insight,” published by Parallax Press.
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