"As I started to allow myself to be human more, just allowed what I am - things changed must faster in me. Things fell away more quickly. It was as if I was locked into a model which was based on that negativity, that dislike of myself. And once I just allowed that I am human with all the foibles, things started to flow and I could feel change occurring in myself.
And then I would start to experience my own beauty. And it frightened me, because it was so dissonant and discrepant from the model that I had cultivated of myself over the years - that I had to do good in order to be beautiful. And the idea that I just am⊠when you look at a tree or a rock or a river, it is in its own way beautiful. You look at decay and it is beautiful."
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