A personal blog by a graying (mostly Anglo with light African-American roots) gay left leaning liberal progressive married college-educated Buddhist Baha'i BBC/NPR-listening Professor Emeritus now following the Dharma in Minas Gerais, Brasil.
Summer of Love
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June 11, July 9, and Aug 13 JOIN THE ZOOM CALL
On
the second Sundays through the summer, join the LGBTQ+ Satsang for
hour-long sessions focused on contemplation, meditation, slowing down,
and lightening up. “When my mind gave up, my heart opened.” – Ram Dass
As we enjoy the delights of summer with early sun rises, time with
friends, long evenings, and beautiful sunsets, we are reminded by nature
to be light, to carry ourselves gently, to revel in the sun and enjoy
the abundance of nature. Through the summer, we remember that the
spiritual journey does not have to be a heavy trip, for every dark night
of the soul, we can have long days of the soul too. “A lot of the gurus had a certain kind of playfulness about
them, because they saw through the veil, and they saw that everybody was
caught in it, and they felt compassion for it. But at the same moment,
it all seems so sweet. So sweet.” – Ram Dass
Join us to celebrate our existence and spiritual journey in our blessed Satsang.
RIGHT MINDFULNESS Establishing Mindfulness of Mental Objects
A person goes to the forest
or to the root of a tree or to an empty place and sits down. Having
crossed the legs, one sets the body erect. One establishes the presence
of mindfulness. (MN 10) One is aware: “Ardent, fully aware, mindful, I
am content.” (SN 47.10)
When the investigation-of-states awakening factor is internally
present, one is aware: “Investigation of states is present for me.” When
investigation of states is not present, one is aware: “Investigation of
states is not present for me.” When the arising of unarisen
investigation of states occurs, one is aware of that. And when the
development and fulfillment of the arisen investigation-of-states
awakening factor occurs, one is aware of that. . . . One is just aware,
just mindful: “There is a mental object.” And one abides not clinging
to anything in the world. (MN 10)
Reflection
The second of
the seven factors of awakening is investigation of states. This is a
kind of natural curiosity and interest that emerges when you become
mindful of something. The heightened awareness leads to an increased
inclination to investigate the nature of what is seen. It is like
looking at something under a microscope or through a telescope—once it
has been illuminated, you can begin the process of examining it
carefully.
Daily Practice
Taking a keen
interest in your own experience is not something that happens all the
time but arises and falls away under various conditions, just like every
other mental factor. It is something you can practice doing. It is a
matter of amplifying your attention when it comes to bear on an object
and then taking the awareness a step further, looking more closely or
listening more carefully with open curiosity: What is this?
RIGHT CONCENTRATION Approaching and Abiding in the Fourth Phase of Absorption (4th Jhāna)
With the abandoning of pleasure
and pain, and with the previous disappearance of joy and grief, one
enters upon and abides in the fourth phase of absorption, which has
neither-pain-nor-pleasure and purity of mindfulness due to equanimity.
The concentrated mind is thus purified, bright, unblemished, rid of
imperfection, malleable, wieldy, steady, and attained to
imperturbability. (MN 4)
One practices: "I shall breathe in, tranquilizing the bodily formation";
one practices: "I shall breathe out, tranquilizing the bodily
formation." This is how concentration by mindfulness of breathing is
developed and cultivated so that it is of great fruit and great benefit.
(SN 54.8)
Tomorrow: Understanding the Noble Truth of Suffering One week from today: Establishing Mindfulness of Body and Abiding in the First Jhāna
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When
we trust with our open heart, whatever occurs, at that very moment that
it occurs, can be perceived as fresh and unstained by the clouds of
hope and fear.
"My own strategy is to keep cultivating the witness, that part of me
that notices how I’m doing it—cultivate the quiet place in me that
watches the process of needing approval, of the smile on the face, of
the false humility, of all the horrible creepy little psychological
things that are just my humanity. And watching them occur again and
again and again."
WILLIAM DORSEY SWANN
(c. 1858) was an American gay liberationist activist. He was born into
slavery, so we can only guess at the date of his birth. He was the first
person in the United States to lead a queer resistance group and the
first known person to self-identify as a "queen of drag."
Swann was a slave in Hancock Maryland and was freed by Union soldiers after the Emancipation Proclamation went into effect.
During the 1880s and 1890s, Swann organized a series of balls in Washington D.C.
He called himself the "queen of drag". Most of the attendees of Swann's
gatherings were men who were former slaves, and were gathering to dance
in their satin and silk dresses. Because these events were secretive, invitations were often quietly made at places like the YMCA.
Swann was arrested in police raids numerous times, including in the first documented case of arrests for female impersonation in the United States, on April 12, 1888. In 1896, he was falsely convicted and sentenced to 10 months in jail for "keeping a disorderly house", i.e., running a brothel.
After his sentencing, he requested a pardon from President Grover
Cleveland who blanched and took to his chambers, requesting his salts.
Which is to say the request was denied, but Swann was the first American
on record who pursued legal and political action to defend the LGBTQ
community's right to gather.
Swann was known
to have been close with Pierce Lafayette and Felix Hall, two men who had
also both been slaves and who formed the first known male same-sex
relationship between enslaved Americans.
When Swann stopped organizing and participating in drag events, his brother continued to make costumes for the drag community.
Two of his brothers had also been active participants in Swann's drag
balls. Swann is the subject of the upcoming non-fiction book The House of Swann by Channing Joseph, set for publication by Picador in 2021.
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